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SOMEONE PROOVE TO ME THAT I HAVE FRIENDS BY COMMENTING RITE NOW.
orrr how about those people that didn't add me to their friends list DO IT NOW OR ILL FUCKING KILL YOU.
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yesterday i was sick EW. i cried alot. i hate being sick. it's most definetly the WORST feeling ever. EVER.
yea, so me & jason DID break up. so no one ask me anymore. yes were friends blah, blah.
so the other night me & kelly decided to call ryan cause he claims we never call him. SO THERE bitch but he totaly is too cool for us cause he was like "i can't hear you" and hung up haha. SWEET! then me & kelly talked about how we have no friends cause everyone was out.
& yesterday i watched The Omen I and The Omen II Damian, & those are the best movies everr! but scary, cause this girl gets her eyes pecked out by a bird & omg i'm so afraid of birds kthx.
♥ me forever.
& i'm not so sure, if i'm sure of anything, anymore..
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[ sep 4 04 ♥ 11:12am ] |
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the shore was great. who woulda thought that i'd have a good time with 9 year olds. hm. nah, nicole got mucho cooler and brian is funny as hell. and i can actaully have a normal conversation with him sometimes. danny is my one and only love forever kthx. he's most definetly my kid. so yea i got mad sunburnt but it's so cool. i'll be tan soon!
HERE'S THE THiNGS I MEANT BUT i NEVER SAiD:
i did nothing but layout on the beach. i though it was great, but oh god please don't let me do it again. i think way too much. sometimes thinking is bad. i thought about lots of stuff. like how i really didn't miss anyone & how i could stay there for another week easily. OH & how i would LOVE to listen to my brandnew-deja entendu CD but i can't bring myself to do it. i'd also LOVE to smash it up but i can't bring myself to do that either. i hate memories. i hate feelings. i wish music didn't bring back memories, cause then i could listen to brand new ALL i wanted cause there my favorite band.. well, anyways, i've come to the conclusion that i'm fucked up. & i hate how this happens. i thought it stopped. it did. & it was him.. & that mabey i'm not ready to move on so quickly.
& mabey i don't mean a thing i say.
<33 MEE
( i've been waiting forever, i'll say.. )
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[ sep 1 04 ♥ 10:27am ] |
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i think my body is ready for school. i woke up at 8. Not intentional. i'm kind mad though, i wanna wake up later..
i am not staying online all day. i have a schedual today. i'm reading. i'm laying out. i'm doing algebra2 homework. i'm doing chores. i'm packing for down the shore. i'm going to have a life C:
My mom grounded me yesterday from having anyone over & i was supposed to hang out with Jay. :C So then i went to tony's house with nicole & sarah & joey was there. We swam & jumped & watched x3 HOME MOVIES x3!! aw there so cute!! And armagendon is a good movie. i love those kids, i wish we hung out ALOT more, eve though they think i'm ugly C:
i really can't wait to go down the shore, even though it's with my little sister & her friends family. i don't care. At least i'm going, i'll make it fun.
Oh gosh, i'm being conceited again by talking about myself.. i better go.. C:
♥ me forever
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[ aug 30 04 ♥ 10:18pm ] |
well today was my first day of dance. WOW I DIDNT WANNA GO!! cause today was like ahh idk i was so tired that i was out of it. so pretty much it was a bad day. but then i got there & i saw everyone & i just had fun. and were doing that small group lyrical i'm excited about that cause its with all my amazing friends. wahoo.
i hate how i definetly got fat over the summer. NO I'M NOT SAYING I'M FAT SO CHILL. i'm saying that alot of the muscle i had definetly turned back into fat. that's why i'm still the same weight. but i need it back & i can't wait to get it back. getting fat is grooosee!!
tomrrow i musttttt seee jayy cause yeah..he came over today for like a few minutes lol. & then i had no water. the end.
oh yeah, & i'm definetly hanging out with nicole & sarah. idk i told tony WERE HANGING OUT KTHX. lol.
♥ me forever
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nigga whatt. it's beem a while since i updateddd.
i had family over on wednesday.
thursday.. hmm OH YEAH i went to this thingg for my sister at church & i saw STEPH ahh i misss herrrr. i haven't seen her in like a year. & i saw her cool friendsss olivia and nicolee & anna & idk some ppl. and she got me wet. thanks steph yo she's on the gymnastics team & now i wish i did that :C ..
thennn my fucking crazyyyy boyfriend rode his bike to my house at like 9 oclockkk to see me for like 5 secondss while i talked to kelly on the phone cause i miss herr alott.. & yessss i looooveee jay. fridayy i went to holly's house with tim, ashley, and jay & we ate lots of food & i took LOTS OF COOL PICTURES EXPCEPT MY SISTER DELETED THEM ALL SO NOW THERE ALL GONE THANKS SAMANTHA SODER :C andddd then we watched the CLIENT <3 but it was gay & i was pissed cause reggie didn't have short gray hair & she wasn't old enough or BLACK haha. wtf's with the mullet too?? yeah so that was fun.
OKAY RANDOM ALLEY COMES UP i'm sooo happy she's hereee!! yayyyysss. hmm so we ate donuts for breakfast & played nintendo. & talked to my boy jasonnn & sexy alyssa at the same timeee on the phone it was hott. yeah andd then we went and visited mike dilo at the dead end.. where i pretty much talked to alyssa the whole time & then holly. thenn we swam & ate anddd then jason came over & we walked around till i hadda peeee BADLY so we hadda BEGG mike to let me use his bathroom & finally he let me. kthx. thenn we tried to take picss and i'm bad at it but jays better :C & alleys like GOD at itt.. haha jayyyyson i heart youuu. PS WE HAD A 3some kthx.
TOMORROW we're going to the renaissance fairr yo. i can't waitt for some reason lol. i want my face painted haha. BUT IM PISSED cause we were supposed to go to the movies with alyssa and holly & timmy and jayy but NOOOO. my mom sed we're going out to dinner after. GAY. die kthx.
that's itt gooooodbye.
<3meforever.
i wOn'T spEnD AnOthEr nItE AlOnE..
( NIGGA WHAT ?! )
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yesterday was weird. tom, tom nicolas & christian came over & then holly came. then me & holly walked to eckard to get chapstick <3 i got medicated & she got all natural. we still gotta get strawberry, mint, and VANILLA MINT <3 thenn we took a nice SHORT CUT to christians house which i will never do again cause i got dirty & we hadda climb up a big hill and almost die. then christian lit hollys hair on fire. that was gay.. then we walked on teh HIGH WAY and got beeped at alot anddd then we went to see boys at soccer practice. and then we went to jamiesssss i miss herr alott :C andd then we left and went back to soccer practive where my sister picked us up and i went home.
jay came over and we walked again cause my house is boring. and someone stole our spot so they could smoke :C eww. so we went somewhere else. thenn um yeahhhhh jason cook is my boyfriend kthx. i LOVE you.
♥ me forever.
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ugh.. i didn't want this to happen.. i'm too afraid.. i didn't wanna fall in love so quickly..
but he's making it just SO HARD.
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[ aug 24 04 ♥ 2:58am ] |
HOW HOT IS MY JOURNAL ??
yyyeah so me and holly worked all nite to get this majorly hot and NO you CAN'T know hot i got the rainbow border!! KTHX ♥
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wow i <3 ashley schantz !! i haven't seen her in for-ev-er !! we went to the movies with jason cook & we snuk bagels into the theatre for dinner HAHA. good times. without a paddle's a funnny moviee.. seth is cute as hell. so i was deciding that i'm gonna grow out my leg hair like the girl in the movie. haha mmm jk.. we saw kara.. she had a big receit.. andd jay bought me FOUR CHAPSTICKS omg i'm the happiest girl ever <3
jay came over today. that's four days in a row. i'm not yet sick of him.. i like this feeling..
i'm at a family party. i forgot all my chapstick at home. my lips are bleeding. and i'm biting my nails. i need chaptick anonymous. my only addiction is chapstick
&i'mproud.
<33 LOVE MEE
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yea so i did something everyday this week!!
-i hung wiht kelly alottt
-me and kelly went to lp carnival with jason cook & we saw lots of his friends & i saw kamilla&jen & they are hottt <33 & then we went on some cool ride & i ate alot of zepolies and some kid payed me 5 dollars for one & he's cool - corey matthews<33
-kelly came overr!! and we chilled. or i went over her house.. i forget oh well...
-went to the mall with my sister & jay & i got 3 shirts from hollisterr & we ate cinnibuns aka getting it up the ass.. nvm.. thenn holly and kelly and jay came over my house but jay wasnt allowed to so when my mom came home we ran outside and went for a walk then my mom actually let him inside and we ate tomoates?? hahahaha and i was going to kill myself with aknife and i stabbes jay oops. anddd uhh, yeah. fun shitt.
-iddy to the shiddy
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-<3333uuuuu
<33 LOVE MEE
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[ aug 15 04 ♥ 10:52am ] |
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today im having a baby shower. yes, for me. im pregnant.
jk its for my aunt.
later on i have to go to a wake for my old next door neighbor jenny.. (matts grandma) this really sucks. me and sister used to go over her house like -- everyday. and even though we havnt seen her in awhile, thinking about my old house & old neighbors kinda makes me sad... right now im fine, but at the wake, its not gonna be fun.
last night was fun i went to the movies with holly & alyssa. we saw the little black book. it was good. some person got mad at us and changed her seat, cause i like to talk alot. and then some kids were laughing lot and it wasnt funny. and then some guy & girl were together and they didnt make out, i was spying on them and then we took a pic of our cool new friends bat mand and some other ppl in costumes. they were awsome. and then we got SUPER BALLS and then dairy queen to eat salad. and we took pics cause were cool, look at them on alyssas journal -- greatestjournal.com/users/my_memory
<33 LOVE DRAMA
the thought of being without you. i cant breathe.
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last week i went grandma sitting in montclair with beth. we had fun with chalk, hop scotch, DO NOT ENTER signs, ashlee simpson, walls & big houses, really good dinner, good movies, anasasia, singing, hanson, 2gether, grandma, and food. sorry beth i cant write more, i wish i could i feel like a jack ass but i had no time.
then i went to warped tour on sunday with kaitlyn sarah and jay. we found mitch. we saw thursday<3 and then coheed<3 and then i got lost and was by myself and i saw ryan. anddd then i saw nfg<3 then i found my sister and jason thennn me and jay went to see the early november<3 and then hipv<3 with justinn.. there i found sarah & kaitlynn finally!!! yay and then we went to see tbs<3 (yea thats where some girl tried to kill me) and then we walked aroundd and listened to yellow card<3 and got escape engine shitt and then we ate funnel cake C: and saww nofx then left 3 hours later than my dad wanted to leave. so i got in trouble and then i fell asleep in the carr while listening to the movie life.
then i went to my grandmas again BY MYSELF. cause pretty much i dont have friends, so yeah it was awsome.
then i had holly sleep over and we had a power outtage for four and a half hourss!!! :C but we chilled with steve and dave <3 miss those kids. and we got wet. and then me and hollyyyy played cards till the poweer finally came backk on and we talked to people online till 4 in the morning and went to bed and woke up at 8 ish :| and thenn we chilled and watched nicole and brian and they left & we had 2 visitorss <33 we watched drive thru 2.. good shitt.. and thenn we went for a walk and ended up at hollys where we ate chineese food and then went online & painted nails and then played YOSHI STORY<33 andd then i went home.
then i watched the olympics with my dad haha cause i hadda stay awake till 12 so i could go online since im GROUNDED from online till saturday witch is today and 12 means it was saturday so i went online thenn anddd talked to uhh hot kids. and today IM GOING TO THE VERIZON STORE. cool.
i used to love new jersey, now we have a gay governor. what the hell is this. i almost pissed my pants.
<3ryanmulry since hes my boyfriend and all.
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i haven't fucking been home, really. but ive been doing NOTHING. makes sence rite. one day ill add all my pictures that i have to add. but not now. fuck all that. it would just cause *drAmA*
fuck drama. the only reason i actually had 9 instant messages the other day was because of bullshit drama.. i hate itt so much.
first we have mitch nicole sarah amanda.. all that shit. mitch tells me shit that you guys say about me, and then i normally ask sarah and shes all like mitch is stupid idk what hes talking about or somethin.. so idk who to believe.
ONE if your still mad at me, or if you hate me, then FUCKING TELL ME. dont PRETEND to like me or get the fuck over it, its OVER friends forgive each other.
TWO if mitch lies about this shit then fuck off cause thats just fucking stupid drama shit and i really dont feel like taking all this rite now.
now we also have shit with *** who changes his mind every fucking day and can't get his shit together. and then theres everyone else thats involved but im not saying to much about this.
yes, then theres mark scardilli. who the fuck knows.
I SAY FUCK YOU ALL I'LL FIND OTHER FRIENDS.
yeah, idk what i'd do without you people, so get it together.
ps--i<3you
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why am i allways so attracted to drama??
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